Too Little Too Late

Subject: Too Little Too Late Thu Aug 05, 2021 2:22 pm

Wonder if this is the right shade? Haven't had to color my text in a long time.

What do I even say? All my memories of this place are fuzzy. I know I cared about what happened here for a long time, but I barely remember any of it. It's been over a decade and so much has changed. What do I remember? I remember Peaches always used too many words to get a point accross. I remember Mimi and I bickered way too much. Mac was a goof ball (I probably wouldn't be posting this if you hadn't responded to a random Omeagle discussion two years after the fact). Eupharia was fun to talk to. Ray, I barely remember. Who was Ari? Was Ari LittleRed? I think I barely interacted with her. Who was Riley and why did I reupload a zombie short story for him?

It's a shame most of our conversations were in the chat room and likely gone for good. The posts I've been reading are like a time capsule of this point in my life. I didn't express it or even realize it at the time, but I was fucking depressed. This website was something I depended on. No irl friends, alone at college, not fully right with God. Unfortunately those are the emotions I remember looking back at my old posts. That's probably why I never joined Memi's discord server.

I'm married and have a son now. I've joined and left an entirely seperate online group of people based on different interests that I no longer have. I'm as hard headed as ever, but happier.

Reading through my old posts is strange... I can see myself in them, but I feel like it's from a different person.

Anyhow, this is already more long winded than I like. I'll respond to individual messages, but won't be pulled into a server. Not enough time in the day.

Here's my discord: RedHerring#3941

Sad Felipe

Subject: Re: Too Little Too Late Mon Sep 06, 2021 10:37 pm

Good to see this from you. Some of this resonates with me. There's no one part that isn't true of thousands of other depressed internet college boys but your individual story still shines through. I'm glad that you've emerged out of the funk with a family.

I appreciate you for having a level head among a world where making the heads crooked is the first step.

Subject: Re: Too Little Too Late Fri Dec 10, 2021 3:21 am

Wow. This was beautifully written. I won't try to drag you into the Discord server, but I wouldn't mind re-establishing a connection. I'm married and have a kiddo too now. I sent a friend request. You don't have to accept it, but I come here every few months or so to check since I notice we have some straggling posts. It's a bitter sweet place here. I'm happy to hear from you and see you're still keeping on.