A sadening goodbye

Subject: A sadening goodbye Mon Apr 18, 2011 1:03 pm

Hey guys. So today out of nowhere my parents decided to take my phone and put even more restrictions on my life. So from now on until the begining of summer I am going to extremly be more focused on my schoolwork. Its to the point my internet should be taken away, but no one can survuve school without some online resources. I know most of you know my other stuff going on, and I hope to see you all someday soon. Until the begining of my summer i will barely be here period and I dont got much of a choice. Till then, farewll guys. Behave for me Frown

Edit: Like I said Im not supposed to be online for entertainment till i get my act together, but I promise to come on here and let you guyz know how I'm doing and stuff.

Edit2: After a lot of talking and convining ad all that stuff, this goodbye is going to officialy go in affect for me after this vacation is over

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Mon Apr 18, 2011 4:56 pm

We'll miss you, Red. But I hope you do well with your studies.

Until next time.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Mon Apr 18, 2011 11:06 pm

Hey Ari... Frown

I know it was only a matter of time that you had to leave, and you already mentioned it to me, but I didn't actually believe it would happen to be frank. I guess that's all part of life's plan; to experience joys and memories only to have it taken away. Life to me always seems like a give and take. But let me tell you Ari, I had a hell of a great time spending these last 6 months with you and I want you to know no matter if it seemed like I was suppose to spend time studying rather then get on PWO or Minecraft, I'm GLAD I chose to hang with you instead of studying and I would do it again given the chance.

And I've told you already how much I care for you and how I only wish you the best and I know that taking the time to enjoy life, and to focus on life issues will always be the first priority and that's how it should be. So plesae work very hard and do well in school. Keep your promise to me back in December, and always remember the times we spent together because I will.

I'm glad I met you Ariana. I met a friend for life, and I've grown up quite a bit by the thing things you taught me. I've had the most fun on those nights griving the heck out of Server Foxy or other servers Razz

And I enjoyed hanging out in PWO; despite the limited time there. My favorite memory will be the first time Silver, you and me met in Johto and we took a pic at the Bellsprout Tower. I still have that SS.

This hurts me. I feel like I lost Chrizx, and now I'm losing you. Of course I will stay strong and continue to run this forum and I will await the next time you return; again a better, more successful you. I guess there isn't much left to be said other then I will miss you very much. <3 ya Ari

P.s. I know you mentioned this won't happen until your vacation is over but still, I rather lay this all out now before I really lose it.

P.s.s And don't forget to get on Msn once and awhile. I'll always be there if you need to chat, or even need help with homework. I'm only good with English but if you need help, I'll help with whatever you need.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Mon Apr 18, 2011 11:29 pm

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 20, 2011 12:08 am

You guys...She won't even be gone for 2 months, what do you think she's doing? Leaving forever? Mac has been gone longer than her. She'll be back. Don't worry.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 20, 2011 3:09 pm

I can't just assume that Ariana will be back Memi. That is what usually gets me in trouble in the first place. When I assume something is going to happen, it only sets it up for it not to happen. When Ariana does get back, I will be happy, but if Ariana is busy over the summer (by that, I mean she gets that job she's been seeking, or whatever it may be) then, I won't have to set myself up for disappointment.

As you know, Ariana is my closest friend and it's too difficult to just say see ya in two months. Nope, I'll write everything that's meaningful to me and I'll let her know. I won't let her leave before allowing me to explain how sad I'll be. And in all honesty, I've been just as busy with school and such so I don't quite get on here. The point is that we have things to do outside of here and one day Ariana won't be online; so I count my blessings and take it a day at a time. Again, when she shows up in the summer, I'll be delighted. Till then, I needed to say what I needed to say.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 20, 2011 4:51 pm

...I think you should really have more faith in your friends. If she stays busy she would tell us that, not run off and never come back. I have been plastered with lies and insults from friends I trust a lot. I still have faith in them. If she says she's going to come back, then she'll come back. I have faith and probably don't feel as close to her as you do, I think you should at least give her that credit.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 20, 2011 10:23 pm

I don't know why you have to retort to my response. I thought I had properly explained why I was doing it and I know exactly how I should deal with this. And I'm not going to comprosmise being completely hopeful. Like I said, I'll be happy WHEN she comes back but in the meantime I'm not going to assume anything. And I said nothing in my previous response that indicates I didn't give her credit in coming back. I stated WHEN specifically in my response because that's what I believe. So I do have faith, but I'm not going to make it a guarentee.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 20, 2011 11:05 pm

I'm not retorting, really I'm not, I'm just trying to get you to not feel so bad about it.

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:12 am

............................................................................................................................................................................................ Frown

Not going to pretend I didn't see this. This same thing almost happened to me just Wednesday as punishment, but...i convinced them otherwise. Good luck with getting your grades back up if that's what it's about. So just as I'm about to come back, you're about to leave. But this is harder because it wasn't YOUR choice and there's no leincy... Like Michael said I am glad I met you. And I hope you feel the same. But like Memi said, I know this isn't goodbye right?.

Memieko wrote:: Mac has been gone longer than her.

I don't think so

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:29 am

Well she isn't even gone yet, but when she does it won't be as long as you have been gone. Anyway Ari, good luck with your grades, hope you come back to us with B's or A's ;3

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Tue Apr 26, 2011 7:18 pm

Oh I assume this means that Pokemon Dream spell will also be put on hiatus?

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Tue Apr 26, 2011 9:25 pm

I would assume so mac. I'm gonna keep trying to get a good recording of that song I was making for the game though...

Subject: Re: A sadening goodbye Wed Apr 27, 2011 7:58 pm

I couldnt resist beinf offline for a bit so right now im online just to check in. Well I guess I can say I am doing really well, im doing better with my schoolwork getting all the proper stuff needed to get done and stuff. The "classes" so far have really been helping me and I think you are all gonna be pretty happy when i'm done with the classes completly. I can promise you all that there will be something different about me...even now I feel different just from being in that class.

Else what I have been going through a couple of stuff and here are my views:

New guild: If we are gonna attempt to do so, then I think either myself Euphy or Michael should take the control with Chriz's inactiveness.

Break of Memi, Michael and Durnam: I just cant believe there's now 4 of us on breaks. I think its just good for us anyways. We cant always be online, and now is probably a better time than other thime. Me with school, Memi with her nephew and school, Michael with whatever, and Durnam with life.

Pwo being back: Well im not entirely happy because I went through a lot of stuff to get to Kanto. I cant get back to Johto because I need access of the Magnet Train in Saffron city which happens to be the only city i cannot have access to, because I keep defeating Janine but never get the badge. Therefore im stuck in Kanto and will probably use my old SE name as a new account in the future.

MC: Linkey dear iknow its happening soon! Either can you please make a edit to your topic when you get your server up and running with ip, or send me an email on msn. Also for SE revival, still think thats a good idea, i miss it too much D:

PDS: Yes Mac it will be either I dont work on it at all or I get to work on it very little like a 1 in 100 chance or something. And Felipe just send me that instrumental thingy on msn, you can ask someone for my adress. I promise to give you feedback on it.....somehow..

Other: Im not a big fan of really going online at all right now. I feel as if im really breaking rules. So to keep myself from using browser internet, I will either be on pwo/mc to communicate with you guys, or i will be in school during the day here o this website, btw idk who changed all the graphics and stuff.....meh...i still liked the old green forest and stuff, dont get me wrong this looks really nice and stuff, but I miss the greeeen lol. Big Smile

~Dont know what else is on my mind other than all of this rite now lol. You can leave your questions for me here in this topic, or you can email me (although i prefer to come here) I will do my all to be somehow active in the discussions and such seeing i just have to have my opinions said and stuf...i just have to idk why, but i just have to!!! Anyways I miss you all, hope to see you guyz on a chat here, pwo, mc in the near future, buh bai! <3

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